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*Siti Nurfa'iza Tamrin Tamsir
*Faiza; Iza; Izabelle
*26051989
*Height: 5'6"
*2en-teen
*311006 was her special day..
*020808 was the best day of her life

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Love to have
*N Level cert.
*O level cert
*Higher Nitec Cert in Information Technology
*Diploma in Interactive Media Design
*New Hp, Nokia 5800
*Having Panic at the Disco autograph
*Meet with SS501
*Having SS501 autograph
*512MB memory card
*PSP
*Thumbdrive
*Fossil Watch
*Lumix digi cam
*Twilight Book Series
*Cullen Crest Locket Necklace
*New wallet
*A Bonia Handbag
*Driving licence
*Driving Panic at the Disco's Honda Civic Hybrid
*My wonder boy


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Thursday, March 09, 2017
10:43 pm

Hi all,

I have moved to a new site. Visit me at faizatamrinsayswhat.wordpress.com

I'll be posting there from now on.. see you there!!

Love, 
Faiza 


Wednesday, September 07, 2016
My weakness 1:30 pm

Dear Bella, 

Hi there. As if there are still people visiting my old blog. Sorry for the super ancient blogskin which I am super lazy to change so just stay with me. And also not to mentioned I am super lazy to start a new blog. Hahahaha.. 

Anyway, work has been hectic. My boss, thought it would be an amazing idea of getting SPARKs certified and decides to get it done in a year where as other centres tend to start way earlier so they can do necessary preparation. So, yup "super busy" cracking my head to think of activities relating to the theme and different levels of difficulties to challenge children's thinking. SIGH ( -.-') There has been rumours that my management might lower my salary due to lack of enrollment to the centre. If they do lower my salary, bye bye Bright Kids!! Hello new employers. And best part is, there is only one chinese teacher currently. Wooppiiee ddooo... Oh, and the centre is being hit by HFMD.. So much of wanting it to be disease-free year. (-.-)

Okay, back to my topic for this entry. My weakness is...  that I care so much. (If you realised, that is a lyric from a song). Okay, My weakness is, I tend to overthink, to give my all in a relationship, getting my hopes up and then eventually, got my heart, hope and dreams crushed. Not to mentioned getting hurt too.. I really need to learn to go with the slow, not to overthing on things that are not important. For what, do you need to dwell on things that would not beneficial you in the first place. Just focus on ehat makes you happy, be surrounded with people who are positive to you and guide you to be a better person rayher be with someone who would drag you down with their negativity.

Well, got to end here for now as I seriously having a headache and not to mentioned out of words to type out. Till we meet again, that is if I remember to update on this ancient blog of mine. 


Love, 
Faiza Tamrin


Monday, May 30, 2016
A lot has changed 1:05 pm

Dear Bella,

Hi everyone. It has been years since I updated my blog. Yes, I am still alive. I only update my personal blog for some heart-felt and personal entries that I needed to release.

A lot has changed. Seriously, from being in a relationship to being engaged and eventually became a single woman. But hey, everything happened for a reason though.

Anyway, I have been donning a hijab since August last year. June 2015 till early this year was the most heart breaking and depressing moment in my life. But now, I am fine and I have overcome it. Accepting the fact and takdir that, it was not meant to be. I let God's will and just follow his decision, which is slowly unveiling itself.  

While overcome the painful moment, I seek advise from my mum and sister. Surprisingly, my nieces gave good advise too. My family members kept an eye on me since I told them what was happening. I was so unhealthy back then, i grew skinny, I lost appetite, I was silent. Totally not myself. I put a strong face and never tell anyone what was happening until I told the truth as I tried my best to keep a cheery face. 

But only God know how much tears I shed. How many night I cried myself to sleep. How many nightmares I had to faced. Which until now I had trouble sleeping. But luckily, I gain backed my sleeping pattern if someone doesn't contact me at the wrong time as the time difference is 5 hours. (^~,) 

Alhamdulilah, from that experience, I find people who I can trust, people who always have my back. They are my strength to push on eventhough during my dark time, I did thought of committing suicide. See how depress I was. 

Since April, my life is slowly back on track. People find myself to be back to my usual noisy and crazy self. People find me smiling while looking at my phone because of someone who can't seem to stop annoying me in a good way, really help my brain to think of a good comeback. (^^,)

I want to say thank you to those who prayed for my happiness. Praying for me to be strong. Praying for me to find someone who eventually mend my heart. Thank you so much. May Allah blessed you.

To my ex fiance, thank you for all the wonderful memories. Thank you for loving me and letting go of me when you stopped. Thank you for all the time we spent and I pray for you and your family to find happiness. As I find my happiness back, I hope you get your's too with her. 

Lots of love,
Fa'iza Tamrin


Monday, December 23, 2013
Find me at Dayre 7:13 am

Hi people,

So if you are still reading my blog, if there us still people reading my blog, do find me at dayre.me/2605




Monday, November 18, 2013
Bangkok without the folks 1:31 pm

Bangkok!! 
First day: 
- woke up at 5am due ti early check in at 7am
- flight at 9 am and reach bangkok around 11am(bkk time)
-got lost finding the hotel hence took tuktuk to reach. 
-check in, quick shower and went off for lunch @ cili padi, malaysia halal restaurant.
-took tuktuk again to buy Shahril's army friend muay thai groin guard
-bought 3 souvenirs for my close friends at seed.. 
-took train to mbk centre, got cheated buying charger due to different plug head 
-had feet massage for an hour
-dinner at the 5th food avenue
-surprise live muay thai match!! 
Thai vs hong kong  

2nd day
- bought souvenirs for others 
- had breakfast at kfc
- went to madam tussauds ,went fan girl mode when saw nichkhun
- took train to victory monument
- wanted to watch movie but not the one that we wanted
- had lunch at pizzeria. Funny experience to order with a non english speaking thai
- bought aunt anne went back to hotel room, watch hansel & gretel. 
- went out at 5pm (bkk), ate kfc and go patpong market
- bought souvenir for abah, now left with mama
- bought two tops for 400 bhat, sleep shirt for mama & me and 3 pants between me and my nieces
 
3rd day
- had breakfast at mcdonalds
- took train to jajujak park
- wanted to go to butterfly park but can't find it so walk to jajujak market, pet area
- see so many exotic animals suchbas soft shell turtle, birds but when we saw the snakes in tanks, we walked away. Gross 
- walk toward the mall and bought dresses, tops, bracelet and dream catcher
- pitstop for a short rest at Swensen, total price for the sweet treat is 250 bhat
- bought souvenirs for my class 
- took taxi to siam paragon, all the way, the driver played their sermon by the monk
- went to the toilet and the mall play miss jackson by panic! At the disco
- ok, i love bangkok!! More like siam paragon.. Lol ( because of panic!)
- walked to mbk, bought movie tixs to the grown ups 2 
- had lunch at the fifth food avenue
- watch movie but at the start, we had to stand to give respect to the king of thailand
- the movie was okay, still prefer the first though
- went to patpong to buy the kids bag

Last day:
- check out of hotel at 12 nn
- brunch at dunkin' donut
- took train to airport
- bought gums and hid it in our luggage
- had last massage; neck, shoulder and head
- the lady really massage my back. Painful to the max!!! 
- check out luggage at 4+pm and went into the departure hall
- had dinner; hot dogs from dairy queens 
- bought aunty anne for snack in the plane
- bunch of wackos tried to jump over the barricade to the gate when in fact the gate was not open 
- capture that on video, crazy bunch of weirdos 
- apparently they are on the same flight back
- reach Singapore at 11.10pm, on schedule 
- took taxi home
- reach home around 12midnight

I want to go back and relive my holiday.   

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Monday, October 14, 2013
Sorry for the lack of updates 1:11 pm

Dear Bella, 

I made friends in my class. We are a close bunch of ladies who like to munch in class. And I have 3 close friends, Izyan aka Yan, Dian Farhana aka Dian and Siti Baizura aka Zura. 

We are the most kecoh ladies in class who either discuss too loudly or having an intense conversations. 

Oh! And Yan's cousin is Hariz or Riez and  her siblings knows Shahril hence she knew Shahril too.. Wow.. She said when she saw Shahril and knowing that the Shahril she knew is my Shahril, she almost collapse. Lol.. 

Just like my title of this entry, I apologise for the lack of entry. Hey! IMm not as free as I was during my schooling days. Speaking of schooling, I wish I could rewind time.. I miss my secondary school days. Sigh! One can only wish.

Xoxo,
Faiza 


Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Random Rant 7:43 am

Dear Bella, 

It's going to be a loooong weekdays for me. I'm only going to see/meet my now-buff-army bf only on Friday.. Which is still so far away.. T.T

I'm going to have my Field Practicum 2 today.. Fingers cross!! Hope I pass!!!! Bismillah!