Well.. I can't realli decide my future.. What i wanted to be..
Where would i go after secondary school... Will i stay contact with my friends..
Will i find my inner happiness again...
Will i have the courage to go to one's face and say sorry sincerely...
Will i pass the major examination next month...
All this kept stering in my head...
Depression
Wish i could turn back time, study real hard for the prelims...
Make the stupid heartbreaking incidents never happens(both in may and sept)
Which resulted this... Could the incident that took place in May resulted this feeling?
Depression
I agree to a large extent that this incident resulted the feeling of depression. Before the month of May. One's feeling was blissful, cheerful and intoxicated. Always wanted to enjoy one's day to the fullest. But after the incident that took place in 17 May. One suffered..
Woebegone, wrath, inconsolable and disconsolate.
One now apprehensive about the future.. Always blamed something a missed to one self. Is one doomed to live a this life. Is one cursed?
Everynight, cry till one sleep... Waking to a new day praying that one would be one's normal self.. One always put on a mask to hide what one's feeling before it was too late... One makes stupid mistake but one will learn from it... But now one must accept one's fate which had already bestowed ...
Feeling a lil'bit crap today...
iza
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