Lately.. This is what I feel now a days.. I hate feeling emo but I guess that why I'm begining to hate myself.. Thought that my heart had been put back together but yet.. It broken again..

For the pass few days.. Rot at home doing nothing.. Newpaper ad for jobs also suck!!! Argh!!! I need a job dammit!! I'm feeling useless.. Mom starting to nag at me.. Argh!! I hate my life.. Wish I could just disapper since I'm just a nobody for people..

Sometimes.. For no reason, I will fight with Dear over nothing.. Hate myself because I'm hurting you.. Guess that why, everytime on the phone, you'll sound annoyed.. Well.. If you get sick of me.. Just go find someone new ok.. I'm nothing now.. Just a heartache for you..