Hey bélla..
Today sunset is beautiful.. I guess.. The colour of the sun setting is seen at my window.. But too bad, I closed it.. Haix.. Now a days, I feel like my life is nothing.. My diary is my escape from reel life.. People see me as a cheerful person.. But underneath.. It's not.. Its just a cold, dark place.. Like an aftermath of a harsh cruel war..
I feel like someone's feelings toward the other person is slowly gone away with time... I dun know.. Maybe it's just a stupid feeling.. Haix.. Well.. That what that other person feels.. I know.. complicated to understand.. Well.. That how complicated my life is now..
Well.. Now I'm addicted to Stockholm Syndrome By Muse.. It's totally rock on.. Haha.. I hear it everytime I use my comp.. At first the title caught my eyes.. Stockholm.. You know. Thats where Shahril aka Dear is now currently.. But the song was like wow.. My speaker is at full blast so.. Its like mini gig in my room.. Haha.. But I always get scolding from my mon coz nabil is sleeping..
Hmm... Today... Followed my sis to service the cars.. My dad's and her's.. Then went to Sims Drive for breakfast.. Mee Soto.. Then after that, went to Ikea Tamp.. Walk around there.. Gosh.. The kids are troublesome.. Then went back to pick up the cars.. Returned dad's car keys, then went back to ikea.. Bought a box for mon, tent for kids.. This time, the kids were send to the play room.. Heaven.. But my sis and her hubby were PDAing.. Argh.. I'm like a walking wall behind them.. Haix.. Then went to Courts.. Its lame there.. To me.. Then went to As-Salihin.. Eat there then went home.. Her hubby was a Prison Break freak... I just dun get it.. Haix..
Dear...
I love you no matter what..
I miss you lotz..
Izabélla
Love to have