Dear Bélla..
My mom warn me about having male friends..
Well.. In this case, my dear..
She thinks I would make mistake like other girls out there..
Having unprotected sex..
Well.. I'm not like that..
I don't drink, I don't smoke(I don't now!!)
I don't want to damage my organs..
I don't want to ruin my future..
Got the posting letter..
I got the same course like my dear..
Cool.. Hope I get the same class like him.. =)
But still.. People think I wasted my time last year..
Should just go to ITE after sec 4..
But hey.. It's higher Nitec..
Atleast it's something..
Can't wait for school..
Miss waking up in the morning..
Seeing the uniform hanging at the closet..
Getting ready to go to school..
Gosh.. Miss it seh..
But now.. Just have to keep working till school open..
My current job is ok..
Free food!!
Haha.. But the boring part of being FOH..
Have to serve people and clean up after them...
Argh!! Especially those who pour the cheese in the drinks making what-shit..
Well.. I used to do it.. But now.. I guess.. It's pay back time..
Dear Bélla..
Tears of blood
Screaming fate
Forever bleeding
Fighting hate
God, won't you help me
A poor soul practically dying
God, won't you save me
A poor girl who can't stop crying
I'm sitting alone
In a room no one there
I'm crying in my house
Not a one to care
I bleed
I fight
I scream
I want to end my life
But remember him
The one I love
I don't want to leave him
He's the one that I love
What ever life I have to live
With him, my life can turn to bliss..
Love to have